cataput

recently, i have become overly E so much that i have been the greatest L ever
need to act C a bit once in a while
i am going to take part in activities that will make me black black going over to the dark side ):
one day i will be very eligible to be an I’s wife maybe i can even migrate to I and have yogurt based meals with my bare hands (with a million bangles on arms) everyday and wear clothes that will bare my blinding white tummy muffin top to everyone around me  i will be able to wear thick make up so thick that my face and neck are two different colours and i will insist on putting a glittery thing in the middle of my forehead (also the point which my husband will have to kiss me everyday before going to work) (i will also insist that my kids wear it so that i know where to kiss my kids before they head for school) i will live in a house with a big yard but there is no grass, only mud, and i will have a big dog, black, name: Blackie. everything around me must be black black (other than teeth) and we will once a year, celebrate light. which is good because no one will realise how big i am .. until that day. only then, we attempt to take a family photo (with flash).
when my family and friends visit me, i will invite them to cow/ox rides. i hope they can recognise my children.

Popcorn!

i realised that at age 19, i have learnt much more as compared to the past few years. everything seems so .. new.

list of things that i have .. attempted at Age19:
-driving
-wbing
-french?
-travel alone
-watch olympics (i used to watch but .. maybe that was in pri5 before tennis training. no choice nothing to do)
-learnt something about Insurance and cars? maybe not
-watched dcfc liveee
-.. feel like joining odac? HAHAHAHA really becoming sportygal2008
-I WANT TO JOIN WB BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT CBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCB

this might just be my unhappiest year ever
i miss popcorn!!!!

neverwhere

haven’t been performing up to standards, you don’t hear it but you feel it – in the case of many other things. terrible lack of sleep i have, i wake up before 7 everyday and i don’t sleep early

list of things to  do:
1. pray for It to go away
2. stop watching so much tv - very bad for concentration
3. sleep
4. read
5. pack
6. charge everything
7. train train train
8. $ave $$

the glass slipper doesn’t fit!

well, i am currently at work and its been quite a relaxed morning while i settled everything as fast and furious as i could. Life recently has been really quite unnormal? with all the bad news coming after the good news and it just overtakes everything else that’s going on which kind of leave you really .. vulnerable. i spitted everything out last night, sort of a indirect confrontation and it doesn’t get any better cause a BAD news came right after. And i guess it’s really quite bad, i might have been the last one to know and i don’t know what should i do now cause everything i do, will make me either 1. quite miserable and upset or 2. very self centred and unfilial. oh please tell me what to do. and excuse the bad english, really am not in the mood.

yesterday i wore my silver lucite heels out i felt like cinderella though my Stepsisters came in other forms of Really Bad News.

smelling Zinger + Cheese Fries,

Samantha 

All’s fair in love and – omg tummyache

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